Slivers

Ber Sarai Red Light

I am not certain if I enjoy crossing it every day. There is this bunch of young girls holding small kids in their laps, latching on to each car that halts and showering the drivers with compliments while begging for some money. Ameena would exchange a few words with me when ever the traffic light would permit. I liked her. She had these deep-borwn piercing eyes and a fiery smile. I wanted to capture it! I went looking for her the other day and the younger girls told me “Shaadi ho gayi uski!” I so hope that is true an she hasn’t been sold off.

Is flesh more beautiful than the soul???

NAB

I was visitng NAB for the first time and could not find my way. I called up S, the guy I was supposed to meet. He sounded vague! He just could not explain. He even asked two more people for the directions and even that did not help. Any way, I decided to help myself and reached NAB just in time. The receptionist was blind. Nevertheless, she gave me directions to reach S who was to help me with the recordings. He gave me a broad smile and said ‘hi!’ and apologized for his inability to help me with the directions.

The blind know their destination in their heart and use their instincts to reach there!
Sad, I still don’t where I am going most times.

8th floor, Gurgaon

We always hit it off very well with each other! I like S and B immensely.

I don’t believe in soul connections and the sort but we connected beautifully that day at a level which always made me feel secure. Still does! We opened up our lives and shared some of our recent experiences. S looked lovely and inspiring as she went on to explain the powers we hold within. The atmosphere got so charged! I got goose bumps. She explained about the art of living and how god designs these hurdles for us. We suffer to grow. And sometimes God answers our prayers. There are miracles! They happen! S had twins. She recently lost one of them.

Ram mandir

I cannot bear the site of looking at those gates anymore. It pains me. And I feel scared to even peep at the depth of sorrow in you.

I just want you to know I love you… very much.

VV

I remember writing that little poem for M and putting it in a frame. It was just a simple activity to please her and nothing more. Yes, sisters are god’s most precious gift! This I know because I miss M like crazy!

To be continued...

Strange Enchantments...

Strange enchanment lies in the moonlight,
Strange enchanment lies in your eyes.

When the moon has gone,
It will be dawn.

We will go on living apart,
And I will go on thinking about you,
With a strange enchanment in my heart.

Thanks V! for writing this poem on the book you gave me that beautiful moonlit night:-) And ditto!

*I really dont remember you giving me this sweet poem some 14 years ago.
But I do and will always appreciate all the love.*

Tagged from A - Z

Thanks for tagging me, M! :-)
Here are my answers.

A -Available?
No, I am busy!

B-Best friend:
Sheena

C-Cake or Pie?
Chocolate truffle cake

D-Drink of choice:
Water with loads of ice, Hot chocolate, Ginnger Fizz

E-Essential things used everyday:
Glasses and my car

F-Favourite colour:
Black and deep red

G-Gummi bears or worms:
Neither

H-Hometown:
I still love...

I-Indulgence:
Just got done with one. On a break now.

J-January or February:
Both

K-Kids and names:
You have to like all of them eventually.

L-Life:
Is full of unnecessary games. And they scare me no more.

M-Marriage date:
Am still on the calculator.

N-Number of siblings:
2

O-Oranges or apples:
Neither

P-Phobias:
Lizards, underwater, prolonged solitude

Q-Quote:
They are all situational and hence, mostly meaningless!

R-Reason to smile:
Give me one?

S-Season:
Winter and rains

T-Tag three people:
Nazu, Gopal and I

U-Unknown fact(s) about me:
I thought I was done. I may have a re-think.

V-Vegetable you do not like:
Tomatoes.

W-Worst habit:
Is on a big list that I seem to have kept somewhere and forgotten.

X-x-rays you have had:
No, I spared them!

Y-Your favorite food:
None at the moment.

Z-Zodiac:
Scorpio

Both Sides Now

Katty sent this song today saying that listening to it reminded him of me. (Dunno why and how! Crazy, he is, and such a sweetheart!)

Thanks much Katty!
I cant clearly express how I feel. But I am sure I want to keep it with me forever.
So, here I blog it!



Both Sides Now - Joni Mitchell

Rows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons evrywhere
Ive looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on evryone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way

Ive looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
Its cloud illusions I recall
I really dont know clouds at all

Moons and junes and ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As evry fairy tale comes real
Ive looked at love that way

But now its just another show
You leave em laughing when you go
And if you care, dont let them know
Dont give yourself away

Ive looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
Its loves illusions I recall
I really dont know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
Ive looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say Ive changed
Well somethings lost, but somethings gained
In living evry day

Ive looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
Its lifes illusions I recall
I really dont know life at all

Ive looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
Its lifes illusions I recall
I really dont know life at all

I think I have a problem.
I am deeply attracted to people in pain.

Is this the end...

Wish you smiles all through 2008:-)

2007 is gone. It was exactly as my forecast on Cainer described it:

Comet McNaught may this year, live right up to its name and bring you plenty of nothing. Much, at the end of the year, may remain as it was at the beginning - in the physical sense. In between the two times, though, you look set to be taken on one heck of a journey during which major attitudes alter for evermore.

I am glad I lived through 2007. Yes, my status quo is the same. Nothing has changed. Absolutely nothing! It was not one of those drastic years where everything goes topsy-turvy and you are lost amidst too much. It was also not one of those years where things hit you with a bang and you are open to some crazy realizations that challenge your beliefs. It was not about surviving a life altering experience but settling in to a somewhat altered domain that was thrust on to you from somewhere, somehow. It was about realizing the spaces, wondering about their vastness, filling them up in a mad rush, and then abhorring it all. It was about moving away, only to socialize with the self. It was about re-examining the filled-up spaces, realizing the sin of indulging in excess and depriving others in need. It was about a sudden mad desire to wipe off everything so that it could be filled up with beauty. It was all about filling up the bottle and then emptying it!

I feel nice about starting a new year. I have a few resolutions. I am working on them:-)

I wish everyone a grand 2008. If you are looking for any kind of change, I feel you can achieve it!

Love,

Me:-)