A few Random and Volatile Thoughts

I have been spending a lot of time off late,
wondering why people around me are sometimes so willing
to make others happy,
make them feel loved........

Why do they want others to feel positive, more driven, feel alive and so on......
Is it for themselevs or is it really the others????
What should one do when you are on the recieving end.
Accept it gladly and walk off??? Can you be that selfish???
Or simply reciprocate??? Reciprocate to what???
The goodness!!! Yep, the goodness, I guess.

But you cant just keep reciprocating all the damn time....can you???
You got more gut than that. You can be equally giving.....
So should you walk a few steps further.....
But, where??? With whom???
You dont even know if they want to walk along.

Ive been getting so many random and volatile thoughts all the damn time.........
Perhaps its not worth it.....Or maybe it is!!!

Its like you meet a new person, and he gives you a whole new perspective....
and then you are all so awed by it.
You move on, and you meet another new person,
and there he is with all his interpretations which are almost good enough
to make you have yet another new perspective and trash the old one........

Damn, what do you hold on to!!!
What do you believe???
Is the entire world a bunch of liars.......
Are they all metculously planning each move to make you fall into their trap.....
Is your victim really worth such time and effort......

Am I hallucinating or are they???

Times up....I got to go.

You have a Beau day :-)